I had 3 days of minimal symptoms then BOOM three weeks of severe exhaustion and IBS, vulvodynia and bladder all ramped up - as well as severe fatigue that kept me in bed for a weekend.  Dr B. says it is most likely die off.  Just need to vent at how difficult it is to work full time and be there for my family through this.  I am sooooooooooooooooooooooo tired. But it is hope and belief that I am hanging onto lately - and I know I must go through this die off to heal.  When will it end?   I just wonder when I will feel some prolonged consistency of minimal pain.  I have not had that yet and I get depressed and discouraged.

I keep thinking if I cut out grains or if I didn't work or if what the heck ever - would I heal quicker?  It is so exhausting sometimes...I lost 5 more pounds during this 3 week period due to the IBS - like most of us - I did not have the weight to lose.  I don't like being this down and negative but the fatigue and lack of sleep do me in.  Thanks for listening.

Breis