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Ok so If I dont answer my phone its because I am way stressed out I need some ME Time. Right now I have so much going on it's not even funny. My family doesn't belive in this treatment and want me to see a local dr. They also do not belive I can open yet want to see me be NORMAL. I am getting hit in every direction i feel sick to my stomach. I have to open my spa i don't want to answer to ANYONE ANYMORE!!! I should be able to be intreatment with out questions they want to know why can't you go out when are you going to get well how are you going to care for people when you can't clean your house yack yack yack all they do is then they say they dont want to support me anymore well what F*N choice do i have. I have to get them off my back. I am really close to finishing this but I need more money to do it. I have the worst headache. I am still recovering from my tooth extraction all the drugs messed me up. I haven't slept in a while. My frequency is through the roof the hollidays are comming and thats depressing in it self. I am pulling my hair out I don't know what to do. I just don't have anything left. I have to finish this spa stuff before thanksgiving. I feel like puking i am so stressed out i am on 4 .5 hrs of sleep my frequency is non stop the burning is way up i am depressed i am a mess. I got to meditate and do my list.omg i am repeating myself sorry this is not directed at any of you it's my family causing me stress and i just need any extra time i have for me right now.
Sorry
I'm am sorry things are so tough right now, I know its hard. Everything about IC is stressful and when family does not support you it makes it way worse. Just keep your eye on the prize..as I know you do. You are a very strong intelligent women and I know you will get through this to a much better day. Praying peace over you tonight.
nicole
u r amazing...and u will get thru this...if u need us we are all here for u...friends=family....xxoo
Thanks for all your support.
Thanks for all your support. I really love all my IC sisters I don't know what I would do with out you all. I am still not sleeping yet so I am trying to take it as easy as I can while getting everything done for the spa.
I do intend to have independent contractors rent space from me but i also want to work some. I think i am going to put my other house back on the market and hope that it sells this time. It's too much stress on me. for now I have bought some more time with the folks and Matia hopefully once I get on my feet they will just stop nagging me. Really I know they love me and they just want to see me living normal but they just don't get it . I am so glad you all do and I am blessed to have my IC sisters God bless be well xoxoxo I will KIT just taking it slow.
Nicole
A BIG deal
Nicole,
If you step outside of your skin for a second, can you even believe you are starting a business while dealing with the kind of pain & treatment you are? You're incredible!
Thanks Lisa I know it's huge
Thanks Lisa I know it's huge sometimes I wonder what the hell was I thinking it has definatly caused my IC some set backs from the stress. I am unsure at this point if it was all worth it. I will let you know when it's up and running. Getting closer and closer.