This is something I put together whilst trying to express and summarise my feelings. Thought id post it as I've tried to replace each negative thought with a positive. I hope you can relate xx

This thing called Interstitial Cystitis
A whole world apart from eternal bliss.
Secretly develops over time,
Feels like punishment for a crime
Even punishments must come to an end,
This long painful path shall also bend.
Living in darkness, as if one cold night,
When night ends, there is always light.
The pain so horrid, the emotions so livid,
Look forward to the day when farewell you bid.
Tears running down my cheek,
Leaving me weightless and weak.
Don’t lose hope, don’t despair
Have faith, you are in His care.
Isolation and fear, my new best friend,
Keep positive, things are on the mend.
Meal time I enjoy no more,
Only anger resides in my core.
With calm and patience you will heal,
At the end, a strong person it shall reveal.
Bouts of regret and pity appear
Why am I stuck in first gear
You are on the road to recovery
A road relieving you of misery.
Don't eat this, don't drink that they say,
I think to myself, why?? In bed I lay.
A while it will take 
For bad habits to break.
Feed no more negativity, 
Only positive activity.
Leave behind the worries and stress,
Just embrace this natural process.
So, be ready to soon dismiss
This thing called Interstitial Cystitis