I woke up feeling really happy today- one reason is I am finishing out a week of feeling really good in my bladder -about 7 days in a row of consistant low pain levels and a reduction in my vuvladynia too! I think this is because  I have finally reached a milestone in my treatment where my bladder is tolerating the Bifidus capsule in its entirety which I thought was never going to come about! I had a werid syntomn come back recently- dizziness upon laying down or turning my head but seems to be improving day to day. I guess its normal for that to happen- revist old syntoms as new layers of toxic crap slough off! I also woke up happy because I had this dream and you were all there- all you ICAMA peoples! (My brain's perception of you based on the posts of your personalities here on this board.) 
It was little funny and silly but we were all at this university of IC mind you- as though this whole process is like this educational journey of aquiring merits/honor degrees of health and healing! We all lived in this huge dormitory and the dream was about our graduation- about how we had come so far and how we were in celebration for our graduation to health and vibrant wellness. You were all so beautiful and glowing radiant in my dream- youthful rosy cheeked at every age-smiling laughing-helping each get ready for the ceremony. For me - dreams are very important- they communicate to me my deepest fears and anxieties my hopes and my inner knowing. some dreamsI have discovered are more like a brain's retelling of past imagery it has collected and other times its giving me this deeper message from some higher place inside me. In the paying attention to my dreams I find that they teach me alot- are like some kind of inner dialogue with my spirit and heart and many times - this will sound absolutely whoo whoo to some of you but whatever- somtimes they are so right on the money prophetic about things in my life and in the lives of people I'm connected to. This dream was I beleive one of those message dreams- it had a particular quality to it- a clarity of appearance that indicates to me its a message dream-  the kind you get that is meant to encourage and support you- let you know that things are exactly as they should be and will continue to improve. That it was about all of us and not just me alone-( no linear time in dreams! )  that detail lets me know that we should put our faith and trust in the knowing that we are all on the right road and will be healthy again!  Just wanted to share that with everyone!
 I want to say how much all of your insight and compassion means to me- A TON! and how being here has reaffirmed my faith in the inherent good and compassionate potential and nature of humanity in general. You are all amazing and I appreicate you so much! Maybe all of this struggle and suffering and all the WHY ME? sentiments we have shouted to the universe was for the multi- purpose reasons of  WHY YOU? This is WHY! 1. pathway to appreciate life -no wasteful moments live your dreams! 2. developing our depth of compassiona nd caring for others who are suffering 3. teach others/our families how to be healthy- special mission there!  4. improve the quality of our life overall 5. knowing that if we can reverse an "incurable" condition we can do anything. How wonderful are these gifts? You ladies and gents out there inspire me and keep me strong. Happy New Year. Much love and respect-

Mary