Hey Girls, this is not really bladder related but during the last months this forum and the facebook group have become a place where I can share my fears and hopes. So now I share with you that my boyfriend broke up with me yesterday. I´m very sad that it didn´t work out. But honestly I know it´s better this way. I´ve been suffering a lot throughout the last months. I cried every day because of what he did. Don´t get me wrong. We had the most beautiful moments and I received a lot of love and caring from him. But many of his actions made me so sad and angry. I felt my gut compromising very often and it scared me to death. I was afraid that this relationship was keeping me from healing. I became very very obsessive with him. Really not healthy at all. So now he´s gone and I have the urge to start a new life within a healthy environment. My plan is to move to Portugal, where the quality of food is so much better than in Berlin. And I need to get away from everything that reminds me of him. At least for a while. I want to find myself again. I want to be happy again. I know this will help me to heal faster. Actually my health issues started to get really bad when I first met him. Did anybody experience something similar? Like having to start a whole new life because of a break up?