Hi everyone- My mom just gave me this essay from The New Yorker- Aug 26 issue called "What's Wrong With Me" It is written by a woman with autoimmune issues. of course, not all applies to me but I could relate so much about how she talked about being sick. One thing in particular :
"The chronically ill patient has to hold in mind two contradictory modes; insistence on the reality of her disease, and resistance to her own catastrohic fears"
For me- this is a challenge. How much to pay attention to thses symptoms and how much to live mylife- such as it is! it is so tricky.