Ok, so I am  one of the stubborn cases despite never ever cheating and doing everything I can. ALso- I have no other illnesses (ibs etc) so Dr B thought I would be relatively quick and so did I. In the past week, I have thought about quitting although I have no idea what else I would do but this groundhog day of a life is driving me crazy. Today on my appointment I mentioned that I was worried about everything like whether my house was moldy . SHe suggested I get it checked out. I feel very overwhelmed by this. Has anyone had experience with wet basements/mold remediation/etc?

hi everyone. I am about to start treatment in five weeks, having a really bad day and feeling down about everything. I have just started dating a really fantastic guy , ive told him everything about the treatement, cant have sex etc etc -this  was a really really hard thing to tell someone new.he was so lovely and really understanding and intends to stick with me but im not sure about putting a new realtionship through this treatment. is there any point?

I can't even tell you what a rough week I've had. Maybe it's the new protocol change but everything in me is just drained, tired and empty. I can see why people go the western route.. Sometimes the symptoms are just so unbearable that in order to have any quality of life you need medicine. That's how I'm feeling. I've been walking around all week on the verge of panic attacks and can't sleep because my bladder keeps me up. I'm sorry but I need to air this out and maybe catch a word of hope or encouragement, because at this point I am just done.

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 Hi everyone, this morning after my regular breakfast my body is covered with a rash.  My arms, upper legs and belly have red spots that are slightly itchy.  It isn’t the first time I get spots on my belly but it’s the first time I see a rash on the other parts of my body.  I’m not sure what to think.  Has anyone experienced this? 

Dear Girls,

I don´t know what to do anymore. I just moved back to my parents as I cannot afford living on my own. And they really wanna support me. The problem is that they don´t speak English, they can´t read whats going on here and they suspect all if this to be fake and just for the money. They don´t even believe I have IC and don´t understand why I don´t want to get diagnosed by specialists. My dad just said I have major mental issues and I need to get help. Of course I have mental issues, this situation is taking all of my energy. 

This is what the rheumatologist thinks I have. He sent my blood out for bloodwork. What I read doesn't sound too good.  The treatments are problematic. He said that my case is atypical since I don't have any symptoms except in the knees and one little patch of psoriasis (maybe) on y scalp that I have never noticed because it doesn't bother me. You can barely see it. But he was highly suspicious given my sister's colitis, my IC and my knee description.

Is there anybody living in Europe (or even Germany) right now? Or do you know of somebody who is being/ has been treated by Dr. Brizman living over here? I have some questions. For example which water is the best to buy. Or how much will the shipping of the herbs cost?

Hi All,

I'm just at the start of list 4 and was curious to find out from anyone here who is list 4 onwards where your symptoms are at? Especially to anyone here on list 5.... are you pretty much symptom free now to be allowed on that list and how long does Dr B think you have to now stay on that list before you are healed?