I am starting to think I do not have the strength to do this.. I have failed AGAIN on the diet..and went into a binge.
I am wondering, Do I like being sick or something? Why do I keep doing this to myself. I see now, this diet is truly a heart issue for me. I went to sugar when I was little to seek comfort in abusive situations, and now I see how deeply rooted it is in my emotions.
I feel like I am out of control with it. When a major craving hits, I am like a insane women and feel so low until I get something with sugar...